Friday, December 17, 2010

Cluck, cluck, cluck

I'm such a chicken. I wrote two posts and published them, even posted the link for the blog on the message boards that I frequent. That lasted for about 3 1/2 minutes until I completely chickened out and took it all down. *sigh* I guess I'm just not ready to put myself out there. I struggle with this so much more than I should. I really want to tell the world what I have been/am going through - mostly because I know how alone I have felt through it all, and also because I know how much company I actually have, sadly. If I told everyone, maybe I'd make a couple other women feel less alone. But I just can't figure out how to do it. Posting it as a status update on Facebook just doesn't feel appropriate to me, I don't really want to send out a mass email...ugh. I'll get up the courage one of these days. Somehow...

3 comments:

T said...

Hi Meggola. This is aidynsmom from tww. I saw your comment on Lisab's blog and wanted to chk out your blog. I just started my blog and I too feel odd about just putting it out there. I put it on my fb under my website,but didnt announce it. I want people to know what we are going through but it feels so personal too. I find blogging to be very theraputic bc I dont want to always put my feelings on people. Anywho just wanted to wish you luck, i hope u dont mind that I add yu to my blogs i follow.

meggola said...

Hi Travica! Thanks for the vote of confidence! I'll have to check out your blog too. It's kind of scary...isn't it?

T said...

It is! Only my closest friends and family know we are still ttc. I put it on fb so if somebody finds it I guess theyll now. Id love to shout it out to the world,but I just dont know how to do that.